The Brokened heart...

Brokened Heart

Dang!!!

My heart's hurting every part of my body...

As if it's crushing my whole body into bits n bits of peices...

Im having a bad time recently..

It all started when i got a bf..(not b*tch fit)

Then our relationship was the Bomb...

I was so happy that I got a bf...

N he's a nice person when I met him...he said that he loves me a lot..n my heart falls for him at that time...

Then the 2nd week when we're together,I tried to love him back more but this time...

I felt that his feelings for me is fading...

Slowly but very fast...

Whenever I try to be with him...He keeps isolate himself away from me..

And keeps hanging out with other friends and especially girls...

I was so sad n hurt n I cried myself to sleep since then and woke up at 3am in the morning just to continue crying...

I cant take the Pressure!!!

I hope that this suffering will end n hope that everything will return to normal and he'll start loving me like the 1st time we're together.

I want those times back and be recorded in our memories...

N althought we fight or I get Jeolous...

My feelings for u is still in my heart...it remains forever in my heart untill my last breath in this world.

I really love you and hope that you'll love me back again...

If i dont love you,I dont even care to cry at all nor jeolous of u when you're talking with other girls...

U told me before that u want me to be yours always...

N now I want you to be mine always..

Shoutouts for my Man

Although we fight a lot or you're not here...My feelings for you is still in my heart n will always remains forever in my heart..

I lose both of my phones cuz of my mom took it away from me because I said the Truth that there is no Signal in a friend's house n I dint went back home that night.

I stayed over at Zilpah's house that night n cry because of our problems....

If you dont blive me..you could ask her whenever u want..n she'll admit everything I did last night!

I was Born Honest n will never say Lies and especially to you...

I said the Truth...but my mom said that its a LIE

She took it and I cried myself to sleep again on the afternoon.

Although I dint say that I love u face to face all the time...

But I really Love u...

All I wanna say is...

I still love you no matter what happens

And I'll continue to wait for you to change for the better.

N this song is what im listening when Im writing this Blog..

And this song is Dedicated for my only My Man.

Who's loving you-The Jackson Five(RIP MJ)

Wheeeeen I had you(had you)

I treated you baaaaad and wrong my dear

And girl(boy) since,you went away

(chorus)

Don't you know I sit around

with my head hanging down

and i wonder who's loving you

I,I,I,I should never,ever

ever made you cry

And girl(boy) since...since you've been gone.

(chorus)

(bridge)

Life without love,huh...

It's oh so lonely

I dont think,I dont think!I'm gonna make it

All my life,all my life yeah but lost to your only

Come on and take it girl..

Come on and take it!Because...

Allll....All I can do

All i can do since you've been gone is cry

And you and ever wonder and worry appealing in the head about what I do

(chorus)

(vocalise)

I,I,I,I wonder yeah..(who's loving you)..

And I will always the one loving you...

And possible..

If u stop loving me..

I'll try to carve away my feelings for you that is strongly carved n stained in my Heart...

End